February 2010
January 2010
Ehh
It’s my last day here once again. It’s always sad even though I know I’ll be back. And next time it will be for good… I’m gonna miss home. Not Schenectady, not you, but home. I have to admit that I’m scared. I have 6 more months of carefree life before it’s all just memories. If I can give advice to any of you, it’s to never wish your life away. I...
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they are, when they call you a bitch but secretly wish they were like you.
Nahhh that’s not jealousy, that’s me being a bitch.
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why is everyone jealous of you? <3
Ain’t nobody jealous of me. <3
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Bored.
I have a few hours here to kill by myself and there’s absolutely nothing to do.
I hate being bored here because I don’t have my car or anyone’s house to go to or anything. And I can’t see Josh, which yeah, still sucks.
I want a fucking cigarette.
I did the Wii fit a little bit earlier today and a lot the other day. It really kicked my ass, actually. I had no faith in...
Pathetic.
I’ve been away from Josh for 2 days and I’m already fucking distraught.
My grandparents
gave me the most beaufiul birthday card I’ve ever gotten. I kinda want to share it, but I really want to keep it special, just for me. It literall made me cry, and cards never make me cry. I love my grandparents so much. They’re the closest thing to parents I have. Today was a good birthday. :]
Hey it's my birthday. :]
I have no idea why I’m awake so early but I got a bunch of texts that woke me up and now I can’t go back to sleeeep!
Wellll today should be good. I’m going out to breakfast with Josh and my grandparents, then Joshie is taking me to the mall to get my shoes, then we come back here for LEMON CAKE yummmm and pressies, then my dad is taking me out to dinner later.
Yayyy :]...
Why is it always the good bands?
First I fucking find out that The Human Abstract dropped Nate… which leaves me no reason to listen to them again, at all, even though I love them.
Then Armor for Sleep breaks up, which left tears in my eyes because I’ve loved them since I was 12 or 13.
Then My American Heart splits, which sucks cause I really like them too.
Then today I fucking find out From First to Last dropped...
I just got randomly excited for my birthday.
I wasn’t really excited for it before, but now I am for some reason. I guess it gives me something to look forward to. I don’t really care too much that I’m turning 18 but it’s nice to have a day devoted to yourself, right?
I get to see my mom next week too… so weird to say that, still. Haha.
On the way home from Josh’s house today I had a vicious craving for...
I wish the person I care most about wasn't the...
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Jenny, I wish you saw what everyone else saw in you. I wish you knew that you were worth so much more than the stupid bullshit that he puts you through. I know you’ll see it one day and realize that you deserve so much better. Nothing that any of us can say to you will change your mind - you’re the only one who can change your mind. I don’t...
Today was good.
We had my cousins over to have a joint get together for our birthdays… my cousin turned 6, my unlce turned 48, and I’m turning 18 (in 4 days). They gave me a gift card to Barnes & Noble which is awesome ‘cause I just finished my last book and I didn’t have a new one to begin. My grandparents gave me a little present today, and they’ll give me my real present on...
lol i hate it so much
salamonowicz:
when tells everyone that says happy birthday its not official until 9:15 tonight haha
Happy 9:15 pm birthday. :]
Yeah yeah yeah I'm so hard.
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Dreams.
salamonowicz:
samelevennn:
I keep having dreams that I’m smoking a cigarette. Is that weird?
I dunno. I’ve kept my resolution so far, but it’s been hard. I’m still having intense cravings but I’m stubborn as fuck so I don’t think I’ll give in any time soon.
But I’m still having doubts.
Keep those ciggs out your mouth ;p i got faith in ya!
Thanks kid, I’m trying. :]
Dreams.
I keep having dreams that I’m smoking a cigarette. Is that weird?
I dunno. I’ve kept my resolution so far, but it’s been hard. I’m still having intense cravings but I’m stubborn as fuck so I don’t think I’ll give in any time soon.
But I’m still having doubts.
Entertain me?
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I hate having ovaries.
This was my night, in sequence: Cramps, nausea, more cramps, sleepiness, failed nap, more cramps, chocolate craving, waiting for Josh to get chocolate at the gas station, cramps, consumption of chocolate, happiness, stomach ache, anger at myself for eating chocolate, more cramps.
I'm having one of those moments
where my heart could just absolutely burst.
I’m the luckiest girl in the whole entire world, I feel like I don’t deserve him sometimes.
Josh,
Thank you for understanding me. Thank you for letting me act like a little kid sometimes. Thank you for letting me crank Lady Gaga in the car and sing along in my horrible voice (loudly), thank you for drawing things for my school projects when I need...
Hokay.
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I hate finishing books.
I always feel so empty and alone afterwards. Like I was just abandoned, kicked out of the world. Not this world, but a world. A world that doesn’t just exist, but lives inside two paper covers. I never know what to do with myself afterwards. I guess now that means I’ll sit here at 2 A.M. on Tumblr with tears streaming down my face because of course, one of the few things that will...
Okay go.
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Gimme gimme more.
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Gimme gimme more.
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The heavy hittersss do it againn, call 1800-law-1010 wooop!
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Because I wouldn’t say it to your face ]:
Why not? It wouldn’t bother me any. You’re entitled to your opinion about me, good or bad. I can’t make people like me, and getting angry because someone doesn’t like me won’t solve anything.
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“You only know of me what I show on networking sites”
You’d be surprised
Well if you know me so well, why do you need to hide behind anonymity?
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Why must you be so pessimistic all the time? The world is only what you make it. Why make it an angry place?
I’m actually not pessimistic in the least. I’m not optimistic either. I’m realistic. And no, the world is NOT only what you make it, but hey, ignorance is bliss so keep on in your blissful state of mind.
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